It's a pretty day to die...

Please don't take my title serously, I'd hate to have my guidence counsler knocking my door in because he thinks I'm suciedal... which isn't far from the truth anyway, but I'm not going to go around killing myself just yet. I have a few things I want to do first.

Well today is the last day. My nieces are leaving tomorrow, and I can't wait. I spent about 3 hours getting everything ready to leave. And now I'm still waiting on Keely to fall asleep. The little b*t*h wont go to sleep. I've been after her for 3 hours now, and have literally taned her ass once already. Hasn't worked yet. So now I'm telling her that if she isn't alseep, she isn't going to go home tomorrow. Which we wont keep her anyway. But she dosn't know that, so its all good.

Now you are probably thinking, "spanking children is bad." Well I have news for you, IT WORKS. When I was a kid, I knew when I did something bad, because I would walk away with a red ass, or a mouth full of bubbles. My mom only spanked us once, and she cried the whole time. She was beat with everything immagianable when she was a kid, and dosn't want us to go through the same thing. My dad was beat too, but he knows that its a good way to get your children to listen. I personally think it works. Talking works, if you do it all the time, but these girls mother dosn't even discipline them for the worst things, let alone for the little ones. So they are wild. They color on furniture, they say dirty words (today Keely said that her cooter hurt, and that she had to pee. I was like WTF?! I didn't know what a cooter was until I was 9, she is 4.), they hit, they make threats, and they back-talk. If you tell them to stop, they don't, and if you put them in time out, they just sit there, get out, and do it again. Verbal discipline has no merit with these children.

Well there is my stern talking to for the day. Today I decieded to try and paint something. I'm going to start it on Monday. I am kinda worried about it, I have never been a strong painter, I mostly work with graphite, and dabble in photography, scratchboard, and extream collage. I'm trying this so that I have things to add to my portfolio. I need to have it in by Febuary, at least, to get good scholarships. Mz. Scott wants me to have a diverse portfolio, so that I can get the most out of what I got.

Well I'm tired, and my nieces have finally gone to sleep. So I'm going to leave the computer now, and go watch some television in my own bed. I miss my bed. I never get to sleep there anymore.

Cheers.